Thank you for sharing this, Paul. I hope it helps in your healing process too. I lost my little brother unexpectedly last September, and the grief was unbearable. Writing about it helped mitigate the pain a bit. Allowing myself to fall apart from time to time helped too. I still miss him every day, but that rawness & unbearable load of grief is no longer front and center. I hope you’ll find the same❤🙏