#1, I want to give you a hug. #2, I'm lucky & thankful that I have one "best" friend who remains/ has grown in the same ways I have, etc. But most of my closest friendships from youth-my 20s have either fallen away in spectacular fashion or, we've become relegated to acquaintanceship--if we ever see each other in person again, we'll pick up where we left off, but until then, Facebook likes & comments are our sustenance. I think, for the most part, true, deep friendships tend to maintain for a season of life--as we grow in separate directions, we can't walk alongside each other any longer. But this doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you! 'Just means life has taken you down a different path. May a best friend enter your life again, unexpectedly ❤❤